This is mostly directed at my school friends. But I've been wanting to tell you but didn't know how.

Some of you might have seen this in that quiz I did a while ago:

Two Truths and a Lie (in no particular order): (note me if you want to guess which is the lie)

1) I like a Miley Cyrus song
2) I still miss Dylan
3) I've played super paper Mario

You know what, I'm tired of pretending anymore #2 is a truth. I'm sure you all already know this especially if you watch LS-chan. I don't care what you think of me right now, I don't care if you're disappointed, I don't care if you think I'm stupid. I hate myself for letting you all say what you did about him, and pretending like I liked it when you did. I miss him! I want to remain a close friend to him.

I know he didn't call me when I asked him too, and made me all messed up inside but
1. A new theory is that his email was messed up and he never got my replies to his emails because he never replied to those. I sent my # in a reply
2. I forgive him. I could say so much more on this subject but I think it best if I don't touch on it

I always have to remember this poem I wrote: [link] I feel it's one of my most powerful pieces having to do with my relationship with him. It shows me what happened and what went wrong to be honest, it was almost (maybe mostly) more on my end then his.

I put this here because I don't know how else to tell you. I'm not angry at anyone really but myself. I just need to get this off my chest.

I FEEL MUCH BETTER NOW!

~
L_S-chan[link]

My footer was created by my dear friend *tainte-truffle All must praise her now!!!!

What do you do when you wait so long to get the courage and or the opportunity to do something you've needed to do for a long time then when you least expect it, you get the chance and you use all your self control to do it and after you've finally done what you've needed to do for long you don't know where to go next?

I feel like crying tears of shock right now

~
L_S-chan

My footer was created by my dear friend *tainte-truffle All must praise her now!!!!

Well it's been a pretty neutral week but um let's see

The Good:
-I won third place in our Library's poetry contest with these poems: [link] [link] [link]
-I adopted a canvas, basically there was a painting, it was an acrylic wash on water colour paper and it said "Adopt me and make me art) I'm not sure what I'm going to do yet but adopted it
-No essay exam for US History I just have to write a 2 1/2 to 4 page paper on a topic of my choice, so it means I don't have to be there for the exam period, My topic will be the space race/space program
-My critical art piece is really working out
-I know what I want to do for my self portrait
-I only have to wear my retainer at night now
-There are only a few more weeks of school
-1hr Earl and LOST tonight


The Bad:
-I think I might be just the slightest bit heart broken, it has to do with the boy Joey is based on (speeking of which see neutral)
-I think Midol makes me SUPER drowsy
-I have totally procrastinated my French project so I have do that all this weekend
-crap I should get working on my painting final!
-the school year is near it's end, I had a really optimistic view going in but looking back it was boring and not half as productive as I thought it would be

Ther neutral
-"No Better Place" Came on (lol inside joke)
-I'm going to delete that stupid story it sucks and it just I don't know I'm deleting it, the characters might pop up every now and then
-Also if you're still interested in my art please watch my LS-chan account if you haven't already. That's where all my art is and thats where it will always be for the remainder of my DA life and on June 6th my sub will run out then this account will be gone! So if you're still interested please watch LS-chan(I will continue to post this in all my non-novelty journals till I delete this account in June)

Well there you have it mostly good, but the bad really sucks

~
L_S-chan

My footer was created by my dear friend *tainte-truffle All must praise her now!!!!

Stolen from Llama

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:

1) get married
2) ride in a hot air balloon
3) go to Europe (preferable Ireland or France)

Three Names You Go By:

1) LS-chan
2) Kay Kay
3) Person

Three Screen Names You Have Had (Other than This One):

1) theMEgal (photo Lucidia)
2) drekerisnotaheathbar (ADVENTURERS! forum)
3) LS-chan (my Main DA account

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:

1) My hair colour (I did dye it but that was just to try something diffeerent I like the natural colour too
2) My double jointed elboes
3) my long sexy toes

Three Parts of Your Heritage:

1) Norway
2) Russia
3) Lithwania


Three Things That Scare You:

1) The thought of loosing my friends
2) the thought of Not having a happy life
3) the thought of Not being able to go to RO

Three of Your Everyday Essentials:

1) retainer
2) glasses
3) colour sealing shampoo

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:

1) blue robe
2) pajamas
3) underwear


Three of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:

1) Fountains of Wayne
2) Panic! at the Disco
3) Joni Mitchell

Three of Your Favorite Songs:

1) All I want -Joni Mitchell
2) The more Boys I meet -Carrie Underwood
3) My Jesus -Todd Agnew

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:

1) I want us to friendly tease each other every now and then
2) a really good kisser
3) LOVE!

Two Truths and a Lie (in no particular order): (note me if you want to guess which is the lie)

1) I like a Miley Cyrus song
2) I still miss Dylan
3) I've played super paper Mario

Three Physical Things about the Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:

1) Cute
2) smells nice
3) hands that are nice to hold

Three of your Favorite Hobbies:

1) Drawing
2) Computer
3) poetry

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:

1) Go to RO
2) Talk to the 3 Qs and 2 Cs I miss
3) get a histaectame and stop my fucking periods

Three Careers you’re considering/you’ve considered:
1) fake food designer
2) actress (probably stage maybe TV)
3) Photographer

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:

1) Ireland
2) Australia
3) Back to Maine

Three Kids’ Names You Like:

Boys:
1) Palmer
2) Virgil
3) David

Girls:
1) Zoe
2) Cheryl
3) Daphne

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically a Girl:

1) I get bitchy durring my period
2) I crave chocolate durring my period
3) I prefer skirts to pants

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically a BCheryloy:

1) I let my legs and arm pits get hairy
2) perv (just slightly)
3) I drink gatoraid
(xC I don't have enough testosterone to adequetly answer this)

Three People That I Would Like To See Take This Quiz Now:
1) your mom
2) Kae-chan
3) truffle-chan

~
L_S-chan

My footer was created by my dear friend *tainte-truffle All must praise her now!!!!

I got a Facebook! I'm adding friends now! want to tell you that.

bye

EDIT Okay it's official 'I've spent about two hours in front to face book just looking for friends. But here a five reasons why it's good

Prawn-boy

Cousin Person double because I have NO way to contact him!

the guy Joey is based on

The guy Donn is based on(though I see him almost everyday so it barely counts)

Another cute guy (who I also see everyday so it also barely counts)

And that guy I've needed to talk to again but was too stupid to.

~
L_S-chan

My footer was created by my dear friend *tainte-truffle All must praise her now!!!!

these life update journals are always on Thursday.... weeeeeeeird.......

YAY 30 Rock, My Name is Earl, LOST and the final episode of Scrubs on tonight

----> [link] I feel so proud


OH JOYNESSSSSSS!!!!!! [link]

Also if you're still interested in my art please watch my LS-chan account if you haven't already. That's where all my art is and thats where it will always be for the remainder of my DA life and on June 6th my sub will run out then this account will be gone! So if you're still interested please watch LS-chan(I will continue to post this in all my non-novelty journals till I delete this account in June)

um did I have anything important to say? I'll probably think of something after I upload this journal. Happy Mothers day USA this Sunday

~
L_S-chan

My footer was created by my dear friend *tainte-truffle All must praise her now!!!!

Okay so first why has no one voted here? ---> [link]

Well, anyway the overnight was awesome! I drove the go karts it was pretty awesome. but I banged into walls and other cars some times. XD I shot up ghost and mummies. I also won the maximum(200 tickets) on the Deal or no Deal game! It was pretty awesome!

And Brandon let me listen to his iPod. OMG I love PATDs new stuff. It sort of sounds like Fountains of Wayne or Five for Fighting. They've totally redefined themselves. I don't like how they took the ! out of their name.

Guess whose coming home from college for the Summer? no it's not Adam

sow AAAAAAAAEEEEEEEIIIIII closer and closer---> [link]

~
L_S-chan

My footer was created by my dear friend *tainte-truffle All must praise her now!!!!

(sings) "It's May, It's May, the lovely month of May"
Okay so not quite yet but still, May is awsome sauce,
Heres why:

•The last full month of school
•The return of YU+ME: dream by [link]
•This much closer!!! ----> [link]
•Warmer weather
•Mother's day
•Memorial Day
•Magic Mountain lock-in!
•All sorts of other crap I can't think of right now

btw look at my recent journals box. lol that's all my journals. I deleted a whole bunch.

HAPPY MAY EVERYONE!!!

~
L_S-chan

My footer was created by my dear friend ~tainte-truffle All must praise her now!!!!

Blind Pong Made by a guy from my youth group and his friend when they were bored! [link]

Charlie the Unicorn 2 Better then the first for the most part [link]

To Make Waffles It's got nothing to do with Waffles just so we're clear [link]

The Life and Death of Ice Cream I found it interesting. This person has too much time on their hands [link]

Overnighter We're having one of our own at Magic Mountain next weekend. Can you guess the song? heh [link]

Jackie & Debra It's random but absolutely hilarious [link]

~
L_S-chan

My footer was created by my dear friend ~tainte-truffle All must praise her now!!!!

Have you seen this? ----> [link] it's absolutely disgusting. I want to start like a critical art movement against this. So if you want to submit something send it here. I'm going to make something when I figure out how to put it together

Also tomorrow----> [link] so SHUT UP!!!!!! lol I'm going to colour my bangs rainbow with sharpies

EEEEEEEEEAAAAAH!!!!!!!!---------------> [link]

'My Name is Earl' '30 Rock' AND 'LOST' are on tonight! Life is good.

Also if you're still interested in my art please watch my LS-chan account if you haven't already. That's where all my art is and thats where it will always be for the remainder of my DA life and on June 6th my sub will run out then this account will be gone! So if you're still interested please watch LS-chan


Dear- your partners name- (if you're single, write John)

I don't know how to say this, but __1__.
I think I realised it __2__ __3__, and I saw you __4__ __5__.
I'm sure you're __6__ enough to understand __7__.
Im sending back __8__, but I'll keep __9__ as a memory.
You should know that I __10__ __11__.
__12__ /-your name-





1.THE COLOR OF YOUR SHIRT:

blue- our romance is over
red- our affair is at an end
white- I'm joining a monastery
black- I hate you
green- our horoscopes doesn't match
grey- You're a perv
yellow- I'm on the streets
pink- Your nostrils are an insult
brown- the mafia is after you
no shirt- You're a loser
other- I'm in love with your sister


2. WHAT MONTH WERE YOU BORN IN?

January- that night
february- last year
march- when we were skinny dipping
april- when I was high on sesame seed
may- when I was shaving your legs
june- when you put handcuffs on me
july- when I threw up
august- When I saw the tiny head
september- when your dwarf bit me
october- When I was taking a walk
november- When I tied my shoes
December- When your dog went crazy

3. FAV FOOD?
tacos- in your house
pizza- in your van
pasta - in London
Hamburger- Under the bus
salad- while you were eating enchiladas
chicken- with Chuck Norris
kebab- in your closet
fish- in woman-clothes
sandwich- at the mental hospital
hotdogs- in trans
other- with mr and mrs Bush

4. WHATS THE COLOR OF YOUR SOCKS?
yellow- hitting on
red- insulting
black- ignoring
blue- punching
purple- pour syrup on
white- carve your name in
grey- tear the clothes of
brown- put leeches on
pink- steal the toupee from
no socks- sit on
other- chasing out


5. WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR UNDERWEAR?
black – my best friend
White- my father
grey- john travolta
Brown- my whoopee cushion
purple- my pie
red- th cookiemonster
blue- my alovera plant
Yellow- my pen-pal from Ghana
Orange – my Carl Larsson-collection (whoever that is D8)
pink – my cat
no underwear – my Cartman-statue
Other- The crazy monk

6. WHAT DO YOU WATCH ON TV?
Scrubs - man
O.C. - sensitive
One Tree Hill - open
Heroes - ashamed
Lost - turned on
House - cowardly
Simpsons - scarred
the news - Mongolian
American Idol – masochistic
Family Guy - senile
other - frost-bited

7.WHAT MOOD ARE YOU IN RIGHT NOW?
happy- how bad I've been feeling
sad- How boring you are
bored- that your Honda sucks
angry- that all your pimples are in the last stadium
Depressed- That I have changed sex
exited- that there's no solution to
nervous- the Middle east
Worried- that we're cousins
apathetic- that Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed- that I'm allergic to your hamster
Hugable- that the garbage-man turns me on
exceedingly happy- that I'm a clone
other- "Deal or no deal" sucks

8. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM-WALLPAPER?
white- your ring
yellow- your love letters
red- your Darth Vader-poster
black- your pet rock
blue- the pillows
green- the pictures of Portugal
Orange- your artificial teeth
brown- your cellphone
grey- our matching snoopy-bibs
pink- the old toe-nails
other- your military service-memory-box

9. THE FIRST LETTER IN YOUR NAME?
A/B - Your picture
C/D - the oil-stock shares
E/F - My virginity
G/H - your neighbor Carl
I/J - The blood-test results
K/L- your left ear
M/N - Your suicide-note
O/P - my sense
Q/R - your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V/W - your crime records
X/Y/Z- your highschool grades


10. LAST LETTER OF YOUR LASTNAME?
A/B – shall always remember
C/D – never will forget
E/F – Always will try to forget
G/H – will inform The Swedish Tax Agency
I/J – have always felt dirty because of
K/L – have never laughed in public about
M/N – am makin a movie about
O/P – throw rocks at
Q/R – informed the psychiatrist about
S/T – get sick when I think about
U/V/W – told the news paper about
X/Y/Z – never liked

11. FAV DRINK?
water- our friendship
beer - pensioner
Soda- a new life as a clone
milk- eskimos
wine- cocaine addiction
Cider- a passionated intrest for mice
Juice- woody al